Thursday, March 19, 2009

Yes, I'm a Fat Fuck

Eight years ago I started stripping, and I quit two years ago. For those of you who didn't know this, pole-dancing is one kick-ass workout. The problem is that when you do it every other day for hours on end, and you lap-dance, and you walk around in stiletto heels, and then you up and stop, never to do it again, it takes a toll on your body. What did it do to me? It made me gain a ton of weight. Although I can't entirely blame my quitting that job. I stopped stripping and then went through a state of depression and I ate rather badly. Fast-food restaurants were a frequent destination for me. This was obviously before I went vegan.

Anyway, now I weigh a whopping 165 pounds. I've never weighed this much in my entire life. And I'm not going to stand around and let this continue. So I've signed up at a gym (my DBF bought my membership) and I go there every other day, sometimes more. My goal is to look like this again:





See those pants I'm wearing? They are literally hanging off me in this picture. I'm wearing two belts on their tightest settings just to keep the pants up. I'm guessing that I weigh around 130 pounds in this picture. Anyway, I want to wear those pants again. This picture was taken on July 19, 2005.

I have a pretty decent system that I created on how to get back in shape. I've been using it for two months and the only change I've seen is in my calves. They aren't flabby like they used to be. They're very firm. It's not the change I've wanted, but it's better than nothing.

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